Day 77 of being clean and sober. Realized today that stress can get you pretty good. I held on and feel good that I did. Had about 10 minutes where I had a twitch. Overcame by actually walking away from the computer. Came back and was fine. A good family friend told me one time, when ever you get mad or upset or stressed, remember to take a step back. Analyze the situation and calm down. That exactly what I did. I have been feeling really stressed for a two days regarding work. I now fel calmer and took that step backwards. Thank you G-d for popping the friends name in my head.
I love you my wonderful wife. I almost lost you two years ago today, when our son was born. Thank you for being a survivor and making it through the operation and C-section. You are amazing and this day I will never forget. Oh yeah, I love you G-d. You answered my prayers and held us close together in times of great health issues. G-d, keep on helping as you know I need you as much today as I needed you at the hospital that day. No slips or falls, non needed or wanted.
I WILL WIN THE BATTLES AND THE WAR- WITH G-D'S HELP!!
